Physioterrorism

Yeah, so I've got a physio appointment tomorrow. It's my first since I did my knee over a year ago and I'm both glad and terrified.

My knee has been getting worse. I'm now 5 days with my stick and the pain just hasn't gone away. In fact, while it's faded at times, it's spent most of the time spasming at random and inconvenient moments. It burns when I'm sitting still or moving and it aches with the cold.

I'm glad I'm finally getting it looked at. I didn't think I'd done anything bad at the time (Feb last year), then about 8 months ago I moved it awkwardly and it's been downhill since then. I'm hoping that the physioterrorist can help.

I'm terrified that it's permanent and I'm going to be walking with the stick on a full time basis. I'm terrified of what that means for getting a job and the things I want to be doing with my life. I'm terrified that the only way for this to get better is an op or something.

Oh well, I guess I find out tomorrow. Watch this space.

In other news I went red with henna about 2 weeks ago, and the colour has finally settled down.

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